(In) Courage...I Choose Joy

Today marks 10 years since our nation was attacked by terrorists who killed many innocent people.  The recapped footage from that day still ignites strong emotions of anger, sadness, and shock.  Watching the Twin Towers literally crumble as the planes crashed into it...Seeing people jumping to their deaths with fear...It was chaotic.  I will not soon forget where I was, but nor will many.  And, while I did not know anyone who was directly affected by that dreadful day, it hurts.  I suppose that makes me patriotic...or just human.

I can't help but think about the irony of events that have played out this week (in my life)...But, I think that is the point I wish to highlight.  Moving into this week, I thought about how many celebrate a birthday on September 11, or an anniversary...commemorating a person's death or life who was not connected to the terrorists attack. I think about my first week in a new position of leadership.  Somehow these things become trivial when we consider the bigger picture, but really they are not...

The passing of my friend's father highlighted the beautiful strength of their family; the Payne women are resilient.  While I know they are hurting, it was without question they have all faith in God that He makes no mistakes.  They were encouraging to me, sharing how at peace they were; they are planning and expecting the service for him to be a celebration--praise service.

This week's challenges and hurts reminded me that we're to bloom in courage, but that is how God works.  He brought me back to the place I am most at peace--my hometown.  Without fail, there were no coincidences, only confirmations and frequent reminders that God is in control.  We're taken through experiences where our faith is tested, but courage prevails when there is a relationship rooted in godly wisdom (my Sunday School lesson).  And, in the special way that He knows how to do, He gave me MY "sign", as the superintendent over the church's Sunday School asked us to recite the memory verse for the quarter:

I love how God shows up and shows out...Bless His holy name!

And, the lessons I was reminded of by one of my mentors/second moms: "Karen, you pray and you rest.  Really, find time to rest."

I am going to do a better job of the latter...