Okay. I have a headache that is causing me to squint...Is that the word I want, "squint"??? UGH...pain...much pain.
All right, this is a brief entry. It's a reflection for self growth and later reflecting. You know, metacognitive?
No, really, I am going to get it out! The thought for the day--or question, rather, is: Do you ever do the right thing but still feel guilty about it?
The response to the question was, "Sucks, doesn't it?" However, I think it does not...depending on how you choose to deal with it...
Tonight I took a stance on something that has truly been giving me restless nights. In my spiritual convictions and values, my spirit and flesh were in battle. My flesh almost won, but thank God for the prayers of my spiritual partner for the week. I know she's had my back. I was faithful, honest about the areas where I need to grow, and I know she has truly been praying on my behalf. So, it was no coincidence that a good friend of mine was determined to stay on me today. While she doesn't know anything about my prayer partner or any of my personal battles, she was persistent in taking time to speak with me today. When we couldn't fit in a lunch outing, she called three times until we were both free and no longer playing tag. We talked the issue out and she helped me in focusing my feelings and making a sound choice.
The guilt I'll live with if it means a blessing will be delivered in the end. Positive consequences, people!
Call this entry a praise report. Just know that I am excited for the move of faithfulness. It's a huge step, and He knows it.
I'm out!
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