It only comes once a year, and you want to use it wisely without over or under doing any of the free moments and days given. I can't believe it's already Tuesday. How did we get to this point?!?
This morning I allowed myself the chance to sleep in a bit. I upped, showered, and got dressed after my phone blasted me with morning texts and email messages. I made my way to work with a pep in step and ready to tackle the few tasks on my to-do list for my last day in the office. I was somewhat successful, but the reality is my mind kept wandering...
Perhaps, I am in one of those arrogant, presumptuous seasons right now. I have an urge to be bold and act. I have had these inklings before. Typically, to act or jump on doing the thing that is in mind, I find there is some success in the outcome; however, the anxiety or reserve in me is screaming "NO, K! Absolutely not! Sit back and just be still."
Not my will, but His.
I suppose I want something badly. I want it and I want to begin living (again) today. I have been denying my flesh in so many ways over the last 40 days in pursuit of certain things in my life. I diligently sought God in gaining understanding about things.
With much anticipation I have waited for this final week, Passion or Holy Week, knowing something would come from it. So, last night at church the pastor spoke on celebration in pain. I know when I move into the point of my celebration, there will be some pain that will come.
No pain. No gain...Didn't I use these words in another entry not so long ago???
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